Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same?



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Dad....I miss you
Thursday, December 31, 2009 / 10:07 PM

Been typing, backspaced and typed again. I am not sure what's blogging anymore. But yeah, I think I should say a little of my thoughts here.
Few more hours and 2009 will turn into 2010. A new year is ahead of me, but, it's like nothing much, cause it just shows that I'd lived for another day.
I remembered that year, 2008, the very first time my dad brought us to watch the firework at Cityhall high way, the very first time..I didn't know and wouldn't expect it to be the last.
We screamed towards the firework, saying our new year resolutions, it's the most happiest memories...but everything falls apart 8 months later, what brought us, wasn't luck and good health, what's ahead of us is a total tragic. You may say you know my pain, but how can you know the pain when you didn't even experienced it yourself?
Those christian giving me bull shits, standing outside my doorway, talking those shit about bible. Just how much do they expect from me? They wish they can make me believe in god? Oh come on. Be realistic and stop dreaming? That's why I hate christian. I was total pissed off (because I am watching my show over there and somebody interrupted me with all those bible stuffs) that I asked them one question and send them off. ''Why are you going around the neighbourhood to talk about bible? To tell me about life? If that's the case, I wish to experience life MYSELF, i don't need somebody to tell me what life is all about.''
And you know, being somebody who's so much older than me, can't you act more mature in your thinking? Being so childish and self-centered. Who do you think you are? Just some ass down the alley street.
The shows about 2012 ? Let me tell you, I will watch the movie 2012 in the year 2013 and laugh at it.

God, hell, getting to know someone is a tiring job. I rather be a loner than to waste my time knowing somebody.



If you ever lost someone you truly love
Let me hear you say yeah.