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I am not wrong. I was right. ROFL. 4 eyes monster really thought those mistakes were made by me. Tmd...
This morning, rushed to finish up those mistakes made by ah yap. Then, I have to email him, informed him that I'd changed those mistakes.... Guess what? I got back an email asking me ''why are there so many mistakes in the report? Explain. ''
ROFL...what am I supposed to answer? ''Those reports were done by Ah yap, not me? I changed those mistakes cause Ah yap isn't free at the moment?'' LOL?
I never replied. Ah yap replied and said the report was done by her. Then this fucking 4 eyes monster kept silence. I wondered, if I AM THE ONE WHO MAKE THOSE MISTAKES, will he kept silence too? Or starts to reprimand again?
zzz

Today is the first time in my life to lose my patience on somebody whose position much higher than me - The Executive Engineering.
Just because our Japanese GM is going back to JAPAN next month, and just because of this FAREWELL party they are planning, I have to suffer with them? Asking me to do the survey, asking those contract workers whether they are interested to go, without even knowing the price, just an estimation of $40, not knowing the place AND A SET DATE, he asked me to ask 40+ contract workers if they are interested. What's more do you expect than a 'NO'? Come on. 40 bucks. It's not a small amounts! And with all those rejection, you asked me to do the survey AGAIN with the changed of date this time. Then DO THE SURVEY AGAIN WITH THE CHANGE OF PRICE. MAKING ME WALKING IN AND OUT, ASKING 40+ CONTRACT WORKERS AGAIN AND AGAIN. YOU KNOW HOW MUCH TIME I'D WASTED? WHEN I HAVEN'T EVEN TOUCHED THOSE PILES OF REPORTS? AND HOW VEXING IT IS? AND HOW THOSE CONTRACT WORKERS FEEL? WITH THOSE SAME QUESTION AND SAME ANSWERS AGAIN AND AGAIN!
ROFL? and then, I finally lose my patience when he emailed me to do the SURVEY again for the 4th times. I went straight to him and this is our conversation :

Clare: To be honest, those people said they don't want to go, means don't want to go. No matter how you change the date or price. They are not interested to go.

Asshole: But we change because we want more people to go.

Clare: Once you make any changes you ask me to do the survey again and again. To be honest, those workers find it very vexing and I think is a waste of time.

Asshole: Actually there are 2 more places added.

Clare: You mean, after I survey this date, I have to survey again to ask them about the places?

Asshole: Ya.

Clare: Why can't you just have a set date, a set place, a set price then ask me to do the survey? You know, it's really worthless to do the survey again and again and it's really a waste of my time. -pissed-

Asshole: oh..ok.

knn...

And you know, I find it very funny when I told my mum about what this Manager did to discourage me. She did some planning for me! Asked me to stop working before CNY or so and then what I should do blablabla. Then she ended with a sentence ''If it happens to be the 10th floor aunt's daughter working at your position, she will resigned after 1 day. How can you endure so long?''
Endure? I know I am once a person who will resigned straight away if I am not happy with the job..but this time..I didn't. Because I have lots of things to think about.

Knowing that my brother is in NS, without having a stable income, let alone my sis who's still studying...how can I resign this job as I like?
I was hoping that somebody in the family can help up the financial situation. You know...just $900 a month isn't enough to keep a family stable. I was looking forward for my sis to graduate, and my brother to finish his NS and get a stable jobs..but that day, when I didn't go to work, I chatted with my mum. Upon knowing that my mum wished my brother to further his studies since he is a GUY. and let my sis to continue her studies if she want, I was like...lol...and my mum said she will pay for the internet bills and electricity bills..I was like HUH? I thought bro should be the one paying? Then she said '' Your brother's bank...inside left few hundreds, how to pay?'' zzz then I told her ''nevermind..the house, all electricity bills, I pay. You just fork out some money for our daily merchandise.'' ...zz..lol...
I really wish to find a better jobs...you know..earning $900 a month, not forgetting there's somebody in there to discourage you everyday in your life..it's really a torture..$900 - away those electricity bills...lol just how much I have left for myself? Not much left..I really wish, I can give my mum a little money, just to lighten her stressed and she can buy anything she wants without holding back..but $900...lol..I can't..

My hope to continue my studies is fading away..seriously is....
Sometimes, I will feel it's so unfair....why am I the only one working for this family? lol...

I am such a useless person..aren't i? lol

I am not wrong. I was right. ROFL. 4 eyes monster really thought those mistakes were made by me. Tmd...
This morning, rushed to finish up those mistakes made by ah yap. Then, I have to email him, informed him that I'd changed those mistakes.... Guess what? I got back an email asking me ''why are there so many mistakes in the report? Explain. ''
ROFL...what am I supposed to answer? ''Those reports were done by Ah yap, not me? I changed those mistakes cause Ah yap isn't free at the moment?'' LOL?
I never replied. Ah yap replied and said the report was done by her. Then this fucking 4 eyes monster kept silence. I wondered, if I AM THE ONE WHO MAKE THOSE MISTAKES, will he kept silence too? Or starts to reprimand again?
zzz

Today is the first time in my life to lose my patience on somebody whose position much higher than me - The Executive Engineering.
Just because our Japanese GM is going back to JAPAN next month, and just because of this FAREWELL party they are planning, I have to suffer with them? Asking me to do the survey, asking those contract workers whether they are interested to go, without even knowing the price, just an estimation of $40, not knowing the place AND A SET DATE, he asked me to ask 40+ contract workers if they are interested. What's more do you expect than a 'NO'? Come on. 40 bucks. It's not a small amounts! And with all those rejection, you asked me to do the survey AGAIN with the changed of date this time. Then DO THE SURVEY AGAIN WITH THE CHANGE OF PRICE. MAKING ME WALKING IN AND OUT, ASKING 40+ CONTRACT WORKERS AGAIN AND AGAIN. YOU KNOW HOW MUCH TIME I'D WASTED? WHEN I HAVEN'T EVEN TOUCHED THOSE PILES OF REPORTS? AND HOW VEXING IT IS? AND HOW THOSE CONTRACT WORKERS FEEL? WITH THOSE SAME QUESTION AND SAME ANSWERS AGAIN AND AGAIN!
ROFL? and then, I finally lose my patience when he emailed me to do the SURVEY again for the 4th times. I went straight to him and this is our conversation :

Clare: To be honest, those people said they don't want to go, means don't want to go. No matter how you change the date or price. They are not interested to go.

Asshole: But we change because we want more people to go.

Clare: Once you make any changes you ask me to do the survey again and again. To be honest, those workers find it very vexing and I think is a waste of time.

Asshole: Actually there are 2 more places added.

Clare: You mean, after I survey this date, I have to survey again to ask them about the places?

Asshole: Ya.

Clare: Why can't you just have a set date, a set place, a set price then ask me to do the survey? You know, it's really worthless to do the survey again and again and it's really a waste of my time. -pissed-

Asshole: oh..ok.

knn...

And you know, I find it very funny when I told my mum about what this Manager did to discourage me. She did some planning for me! Asked me to stop working before CNY or so and then what I should do blablabla. Then she ended with a sentence ''If it happens to be the 10th floor aunt's daughter working at your position, she will resigned after 1 day. How can you endure so long?''
Endure? I know I am once a person who will resigned straight away if I am not happy with the job..but this time..I didn't. Because I have lots of things to think about.

Knowing that my brother is in NS, without having a stable income, let alone my sis who's still studying...how can I resign this job as I like?
I was hoping that somebody in the family can help up the financial situation. You know...just $900 a month isn't enough to keep a family stable. I was looking forward for my sis to graduate, and my brother to finish his NS and get a stable jobs..but that day, when I didn't go to work, I chatted with my mum. Upon knowing that my mum wished my brother to further his studies since he is a GUY. and let my sis to continue her studies if she want, I was like...lol...and my mum said she will pay for the internet bills and electricity bills..I was like HUH? I thought bro should be the one paying? Then she said '' Your brother's bank...inside left few hundreds, how to pay?'' zzz then I told her ''nevermind..the house, all electricity bills, I pay. You just fork out some money for our daily merchandise.'' ...zz..lol...
I really wish to find a better jobs...you know..earning $900 a month, not forgetting there's somebody in there to discourage you everyday in your life..it's really a torture..$900 - away those electricity bills...lol just how much I have left for myself? Not much left..I really wish, I can give my mum a little money, just to lighten her stressed and she can buy anything she wants without holding back..but $900...lol..I can't..

My hope to continue my studies is fading away..seriously is....
Sometimes, I will feel it's so unfair....why am I the only one working for this family? lol...

I am such a useless person..aren't i? lol