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ok, == don't say I never update my blog. It's ridiculous though, the last time I updated my blog is like 4 days ago! =.=

Actually planned to watch some movies before I went to sleep last night. But I went to sleep after chatting with Carina cause I was dead tired.
First thing when I log in to my msn was a message by her. ''I am sad.'' lol. == When I haven't even open my video folder ~
So I asked her ''Why''
Then she starts to express her feelings, she felt disheartened about her life. That she should die or end her life. ==
Don't be stupid girl. I don't think your mum will even shed a tears if you die. So why waste your life on her in the first place.
Tried my best to comfort her..but ended up scolding her == cause she really makes me fed up. Why? Again, she don't listened.
You know, you are not hopeless == you just don't have the heart to study. You never concentrate in class. That's the problem. It's not that you are stupid or anything. lol...
Your mother predicted that you will go to ITE. Show her that she's damned wrong. If you have so much free time to cry and slash your wrist, use this damned time to study and show her that you can do it.
I find it weird though. It's the first time I saw a mother like this...as a mother, if you don't wanna encourage your daughter, let it be, don't discourage her. ==! What's so wrong about studying in ITE anyway? And if you said so lowly about ITE. Then does that mean Singapore Government did the wrong moves to build this Institution called ITE? Then what's all this ''ITE isn't It's The End'' words by the government? Becomes crap? rofl man.
When a person is rich, he/she takes pride more than anything? So it's a disgrace that a daughter can't study? Caning is all she can give to her daughter when she can't answer a question in that Secondary 2 paper when the truth is, she's just a Secondary 1 kid.
Funny isn't it? Is this your way of educating your childrens? You know, I don't have the right to judge you but seriously man, just one fine day, if your daughter committed suicide, will that day be the day you wake up from your hare-brained thinking? I highly doubt so.
Carina came to my house today. My mum had been comforting her. Didn't know what should I say, so made some crap jokes...and after few hours of silence, thank god carina is back to her normal self again. Crazy and happy like always. =]
Always remember though, if you need a place to go, our house door is always open for you. Just don't do anything silly again. Not worth it.

Then again, we came to this topic about some past stupidity.
The most regretful thing I'd done in my whole entire life is to play back Audition. I'd played this online game when I was in Sec 3..then I stopped for 5 years...I don't know why, I went to install this game after my dad passed away. ==
Then again.
I'd made some friends but also...how I wish I didn't start this game in the first place.
Being called a Bitch for the 2nd time in my life, being cursed for the first time in my whole entire life, that's probably the price to pay for making friends with you.
My friend always asked me to get a boyfriend, then everything will probably be fine. I don't wanna do that..lol just because to avoid you that I have to sacrifice my time for an unwanted boyfriend. But don't wanna do that doesn't mean I wouldn't do that. So don't force me to get a boyfriend. Then again, if you asked me, is it wrong to love me, my answer will be ''Yes''.
K, I heard somebody shouting ''HEARTLESS'' again. I don't wanna be a heartless person. But I didn't know my moves is a heartless moves. Anyway, till today then I realised something that makes me damned happy? LMAO.
You know what? The love you claimed and love that came out from your mouth. Are you serious about this word 'Love' ? Do you seriously know the meaning of love in the first place? To what I see from what happened today, you rely on me too much. And I give you too much of my care and concern so it mislead you to some kind of love illusion when all this feelings are just because, you rely on me too much. I am not the only one who thinks that ^^ friends at my same level feels that too. ah ah, probably I should stop your illusion, and sorry for making those illusion. Caring for you is something I hope I can do but more than that is something I don't wish to have =]

~~ complicated huh.
My job is doing fine now...got extended though..the probation period...ahhh whatever == like I care. As long as I have money for my bank then everything will be fine.

Log in to facebook and tagged few minutes ago..it's been how long since I log in to this cyber network. LOL..been eh...== months?
But you know..even though they say it's a place to make friends...I just find it weird...how can you make friends when you don't even know if that person really means it when he says ''I wanna be friend with you.''
The eyes are the windows to a person's heart. You can't even see that person's motive when he claims he wants to be friend with you..how safe can it be? How long can this friendship last?
Read those messages in tagged...and you know what? ^^ From those messages, I can only see Lust and Desire. Nothing more.
Just a Hi then ended with a question asking for my precious handphone numbers. How would I answer this kind of questions? - Wait long long man. ^^ Wait long long.

ok, == don't say I never update my blog. It's ridiculous though, the last time I updated my blog is like 4 days ago! =.=

Actually planned to watch some movies before I went to sleep last night. But I went to sleep after chatting with Carina cause I was dead tired.
First thing when I log in to my msn was a message by her. ''I am sad.'' lol. == When I haven't even open my video folder ~
So I asked her ''Why''
Then she starts to express her feelings, she felt disheartened about her life. That she should die or end her life. ==
Don't be stupid girl. I don't think your mum will even shed a tears if you die. So why waste your life on her in the first place.
Tried my best to comfort her..but ended up scolding her == cause she really makes me fed up. Why? Again, she don't listened.
You know, you are not hopeless == you just don't have the heart to study. You never concentrate in class. That's the problem. It's not that you are stupid or anything. lol...
Your mother predicted that you will go to ITE. Show her that she's damned wrong. If you have so much free time to cry and slash your wrist, use this damned time to study and show her that you can do it.
I find it weird though. It's the first time I saw a mother like this...as a mother, if you don't wanna encourage your daughter, let it be, don't discourage her. ==! What's so wrong about studying in ITE anyway? And if you said so lowly about ITE. Then does that mean Singapore Government did the wrong moves to build this Institution called ITE? Then what's all this ''ITE isn't It's The End'' words by the government? Becomes crap? rofl man.
When a person is rich, he/she takes pride more than anything? So it's a disgrace that a daughter can't study? Caning is all she can give to her daughter when she can't answer a question in that Secondary 2 paper when the truth is, she's just a Secondary 1 kid.
Funny isn't it? Is this your way of educating your childrens? You know, I don't have the right to judge you but seriously man, just one fine day, if your daughter committed suicide, will that day be the day you wake up from your hare-brained thinking? I highly doubt so.
Carina came to my house today. My mum had been comforting her. Didn't know what should I say, so made some crap jokes...and after few hours of silence, thank god carina is back to her normal self again. Crazy and happy like always. =]
Always remember though, if you need a place to go, our house door is always open for you. Just don't do anything silly again. Not worth it.

Then again, we came to this topic about some past stupidity.
The most regretful thing I'd done in my whole entire life is to play back Audition. I'd played this online game when I was in Sec 3..then I stopped for 5 years...I don't know why, I went to install this game after my dad passed away. ==
Then again.
I'd made some friends but also...how I wish I didn't start this game in the first place.
Being called a Bitch for the 2nd time in my life, being cursed for the first time in my whole entire life, that's probably the price to pay for making friends with you.
My friend always asked me to get a boyfriend, then everything will probably be fine. I don't wanna do that..lol just because to avoid you that I have to sacrifice my time for an unwanted boyfriend. But don't wanna do that doesn't mean I wouldn't do that. So don't force me to get a boyfriend. Then again, if you asked me, is it wrong to love me, my answer will be ''Yes''.
K, I heard somebody shouting ''HEARTLESS'' again. I don't wanna be a heartless person. But I didn't know my moves is a heartless moves. Anyway, till today then I realised something that makes me damned happy? LMAO.
You know what? The love you claimed and love that came out from your mouth. Are you serious about this word 'Love' ? Do you seriously know the meaning of love in the first place? To what I see from what happened today, you rely on me too much. And I give you too much of my care and concern so it mislead you to some kind of love illusion when all this feelings are just because, you rely on me too much. I am not the only one who thinks that ^^ friends at my same level feels that too. ah ah, probably I should stop your illusion, and sorry for making those illusion. Caring for you is something I hope I can do but more than that is something I don't wish to have =]

~~ complicated huh.
My job is doing fine now...got extended though..the probation period...ahhh whatever == like I care. As long as I have money for my bank then everything will be fine.

Log in to facebook and tagged few minutes ago..it's been how long since I log in to this cyber network. LOL..been eh...== months?
But you know..even though they say it's a place to make friends...I just find it weird...how can you make friends when you don't even know if that person really means it when he says ''I wanna be friend with you.''
The eyes are the windows to a person's heart. You can't even see that person's motive when he claims he wants to be friend with you..how safe can it be? How long can this friendship last?
Read those messages in tagged...and you know what? ^^ From those messages, I can only see Lust and Desire. Nothing more.
Just a Hi then ended with a question asking for my precious handphone numbers. How would I answer this kind of questions? - Wait long long man. ^^ Wait long long.