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Family is the only one that can cure the pain you suffered by anyone, from anywhere.
And I really love my family alot.
Even though my dad is somewhere in heaven...I know I still have mum and siblings.
Today is the very first time I cried in front of my mum while I talked about my work. I remembered last time, it wasn't like this...
During my school holidays, when I went to work, I will came back home with lots of tales I heard in my work and the jokes made by those aunties...but this jobs I am having right now..is really different...it's really suffocating..I was totally stressed up.
When I heard about the possibility that I might get dismissed after 3 months of work, the very first thought that came to my mind is, what will happened if I don't have this job..what about the financial support I promised and what will Carina's mum said about this..high chances are being laughed at. I don't want the TENG's FAMILY to look down on us again.
Why will I get dismissed? It's pathetic though....I am not familiar with this kind of jobs...all about ink cartridge, printer ink..I am trying very hard to get used to all this...did all those reports with much efforts than before but still there are chances that there might be mistakes. To what i see, from what the operator had wrote in the report...there's nothing wrong..everything tally...but to those with experiences...they will say there's a mistake in it. Why didn't you find it out?...lol...how would I know there's a mistake when everything seems so fine to me in the first place...
Got blamed for the mistakes...when it's the operator who wrote it wrongly...funny isn't it?
I couldn't blame those operators too...they are not well-educated at all...''we are stupid, we are not well-educated, that's why we come to factory and work..now they ask us to use computer..how can we not make mistake with this sudden change?'' they'd complained to me...who should I blame then? lol...they recorded wrongly...without knowing what is wrong in the first place...I copied the report in..and then got blamed for those mistakes...got reprimand by manager for those mistakes...who should I blame? lol...blame myself? For choosing this kind of jobs..

After I told my mum about this, she said ''after 3 months don't work le..'' lol...how nice of her..I know she don't wanna see me suffered from this unknown stressed...if I suay suay got dismissed after 3 months..so be it..I can look for another jobs..but if I didn't..I hope to finish up the 1 year contract..at least by then..I will have enough money to at least hold for few weeks or months...

Thank you mum..sis and brother too...lol
Sis looked up 2 admin jobs for me after she heard my complained..
Brother got agitated after he heard my complained..

They are the most wonderful people on earth..
I don't know why...it becomes a habit now...when I am sad...my dad's shadow will crossed my mind then I will starts to feel that heartache again.

This few days, I'd been feeling blank...I really hate this feelings...
Few days before my dad passed away..I felt blank too...and this feeling came back now..I really..really..hate it..

Labels: I have a wonderful family.

Family is the only one that can cure the pain you suffered by anyone, from anywhere.
And I really love my family alot.
Even though my dad is somewhere in heaven...I know I still have mum and siblings.
Today is the very first time I cried in front of my mum while I talked about my work. I remembered last time, it wasn't like this...
During my school holidays, when I went to work, I will came back home with lots of tales I heard in my work and the jokes made by those aunties...but this jobs I am having right now..is really different...it's really suffocating..I was totally stressed up.
When I heard about the possibility that I might get dismissed after 3 months of work, the very first thought that came to my mind is, what will happened if I don't have this job..what about the financial support I promised and what will Carina's mum said about this..high chances are being laughed at. I don't want the TENG's FAMILY to look down on us again.
Why will I get dismissed? It's pathetic though....I am not familiar with this kind of jobs...all about ink cartridge, printer ink..I am trying very hard to get used to all this...did all those reports with much efforts than before but still there are chances that there might be mistakes. To what i see, from what the operator had wrote in the report...there's nothing wrong..everything tally...but to those with experiences...they will say there's a mistake in it. Why didn't you find it out?...lol...how would I know there's a mistake when everything seems so fine to me in the first place...
Got blamed for the mistakes...when it's the operator who wrote it wrongly...funny isn't it?
I couldn't blame those operators too...they are not well-educated at all...''we are stupid, we are not well-educated, that's why we come to factory and work..now they ask us to use computer..how can we not make mistake with this sudden change?'' they'd complained to me...who should I blame then? lol...they recorded wrongly...without knowing what is wrong in the first place...I copied the report in..and then got blamed for those mistakes...got reprimand by manager for those mistakes...who should I blame? lol...blame myself? For choosing this kind of jobs..

After I told my mum about this, she said ''after 3 months don't work le..'' lol...how nice of her..I know she don't wanna see me suffered from this unknown stressed...if I suay suay got dismissed after 3 months..so be it..I can look for another jobs..but if I didn't..I hope to finish up the 1 year contract..at least by then..I will have enough money to at least hold for few weeks or months...

Thank you mum..sis and brother too...lol
Sis looked up 2 admin jobs for me after she heard my complained..
Brother got agitated after he heard my complained..

They are the most wonderful people on earth..
I don't know why...it becomes a habit now...when I am sad...my dad's shadow will crossed my mind then I will starts to feel that heartache again.

This few days, I'd been feeling blank...I really hate this feelings...
Few days before my dad passed away..I felt blank too...and this feeling came back now..I really..really..hate it..

Labels: I have a wonderful family.