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It's like 1.31am and I still couldn't get to sleep -_- so yeah, here I am.
Yesterday went to visit my aunt at East Coast Park. Her house located at the opposite side from the beach. Didn't went to the beach cause of weather, shine and pour as it likes -.- unpredictable, that's what most male species use to describe - Women's mood.
Saw my grandma over there. She's currently living at Aunt doris's house. The conversations between aunt and grandma were funny but it's sad to see her getting harewired sometimes. Watched those videos taken by aunt was funny yet saddening. Shadows of my dad in those videos made my nose goes sour -.- gosh ! I am just like a crybaby when I think about my dad.

You know, it took me almost a year to realise that, I didn't cry much when my dad passed away. Thanks to those relatives, they stopped me from crying, asked me to be strong cause my dad is no longer around; I should take care of my mum; wipe away those tears because if i cried, my dad cannot Rest In Peace; ...after cremation...I still remembered that day was the first mooncake festival without my dad..i cried with my sis and got laughed by my uncle. lol...I don't know....is it normal for them to laugh? Or is it abnormal for me to cry? Till then I wiped away my tears and told myself. Even if I wanna cry, I will not let anybody sees it but i regretted. I should cry out loud and hard instead of hiding at one corner, trying real hard not to make any sobbing noise. -.- i felt terrible now...really. If I cry out loud...I don't think I will suffer now.

And then today, my mum's sisters came to Singapore. Had Macdonald breakfast together and yeah..nothing much, caused I stayed at home and play audi with my cpl. LOL.
Tried to find some interesting online games but..couldn't find any. So forget it. Stick to audi for now but..yeah, leading a simple life in audi now~ no fam no nothing, only this cpl ign anion to play with me for the whole day~ LMAO.
KMA is now nomb - None Of My Business. and yeah I am very disappointed with KMA. Sis. You should know what I mean. Unless everything is back to normal again, if not, I am not going back to KMA ^^

And yeah, went to JP just now, had a good talked with some cousins. Carina. Remember this, no matter what happened to you now or in life. Treat this as your stepping stones. An obstacles to test your limit of patience. If you can stand up again, you can succeed in life.
People always love to judge it's book by it's cover.
And Carina, not everyone has a good impression on you is because you are too straightforward sometimes. Learn to think before you talk, no matter what, I believes not everyone is perfect, everyone has their own weakenesses but I will always remember how kind and soft-hearted you are inside =] Don't let other's judgement pulls you down in life cause I believe, the real you is yet to be seen. Just be good and don't uses vulgar all the times, I believe, everybody will loves you =]

It's like 1.31am and I still couldn't get to sleep -_- so yeah, here I am.
Yesterday went to visit my aunt at East Coast Park. Her house located at the opposite side from the beach. Didn't went to the beach cause of weather, shine and pour as it likes -.- unpredictable, that's what most male species use to describe - Women's mood.
Saw my grandma over there. She's currently living at Aunt doris's house. The conversations between aunt and grandma were funny but it's sad to see her getting harewired sometimes. Watched those videos taken by aunt was funny yet saddening. Shadows of my dad in those videos made my nose goes sour -.- gosh ! I am just like a crybaby when I think about my dad.

You know, it took me almost a year to realise that, I didn't cry much when my dad passed away. Thanks to those relatives, they stopped me from crying, asked me to be strong cause my dad is no longer around; I should take care of my mum; wipe away those tears because if i cried, my dad cannot Rest In Peace; ...after cremation...I still remembered that day was the first mooncake festival without my dad..i cried with my sis and got laughed by my uncle. lol...I don't know....is it normal for them to laugh? Or is it abnormal for me to cry? Till then I wiped away my tears and told myself. Even if I wanna cry, I will not let anybody sees it but i regretted. I should cry out loud and hard instead of hiding at one corner, trying real hard not to make any sobbing noise. -.- i felt terrible now...really. If I cry out loud...I don't think I will suffer now.

And then today, my mum's sisters came to Singapore. Had Macdonald breakfast together and yeah..nothing much, caused I stayed at home and play audi with my cpl. LOL.
Tried to find some interesting online games but..couldn't find any. So forget it. Stick to audi for now but..yeah, leading a simple life in audi now~ no fam no nothing, only this cpl ign anion to play with me for the whole day~ LMAO.
KMA is now nomb - None Of My Business. and yeah I am very disappointed with KMA. Sis. You should know what I mean. Unless everything is back to normal again, if not, I am not going back to KMA ^^

And yeah, went to JP just now, had a good talked with some cousins. Carina. Remember this, no matter what happened to you now or in life. Treat this as your stepping stones. An obstacles to test your limit of patience. If you can stand up again, you can succeed in life.
People always love to judge it's book by it's cover.
And Carina, not everyone has a good impression on you is because you are too straightforward sometimes. Learn to think before you talk, no matter what, I believes not everyone is perfect, everyone has their own weakenesses but I will always remember how kind and soft-hearted you are inside =] Don't let other's judgement pulls you down in life cause I believe, the real you is yet to be seen. Just be good and don't uses vulgar all the times, I believe, everybody will loves you =]