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Had a nice chat with one of my sistas, Pristal.
To be honest, knowing how this society works, there's only 1 word in my mind that very moment - Practical, but it's what I'd expected long long time ago, those days when my dad and mum quarrelled over money and financial stuffs.
Working is like a battlefield for me. You have to learn to protect yourself even if you don't wanna kill. Quote one sentence from my colleague, this society is a ''dog eat dog'' society.
Meaning: dog eat dog
if a situation is dog eat dog, people will do anything to be successful, even if what they do harms other people.

Rofl..putting on an armour? I may sound like I am exaggerating but that's what I am experiencing now.
Every night, when I come back from work. I tried not to tell my mum those things I'd experienced because I remembered there's once I told my mum about this old lady, she got agitated. There's only one word to describe my feelings that day - Touched.
I cannot fight back because I still have a long way to go before the contract ends. I cannot fight back because I have to earn money to support this family that fills with loopholes. I cannot fight back because I need this job.
Tolerating? I finally realised why should I tolerate this bitch?
Don't have to give a heck is the best way.

Brought my mum, siblings and Pristal for a treat at Orchard Road Sakura. The food over there tasted really gross, probably I am too fussy, but I know I am trying real hard to swallow those disgusting foods. Then we head over to Jp to catch a movie at around 11pm last night. ''Blood Ties'', if anybody heard of it, it's actually a chinese ghost movie. I thought the story plot was alright but the actress and actors in that movie ruined it all. My mum had been grumbling that she wasted her money on this movie. LOL.

And yeah, I am getting tired. Not physically, but mentally.
I wondered sometimes and I'd told my cpl honestly just now that his cpl, Me, doesn't have a good name in this game called Audition.

lol..forget it -_- not gonna talk much about gaming. It's just a place where I find my entertainment.
I finally realised the reason few minutes ago. Thanks to my friend, Derrick.

` Derrick says (10:13 PM):
Because those games like Lunaonline chiong level de ma, you always chiong level, never talk to other players. Audition needs to communicate + you are anti social with people you don't know. People don't really know you, only look at how you behave in game, of course nobody will understand what kind of person are you.

` Yin ツ Forget it. I'd Moved On. says (10:16 PM):
lol..nice paragraph -.-
I don't need others to understand me, they don't have to either. -.- gaming friends are just Hi, Bye, Go. Same goes to those gaming cpl.

` Derrick says (10:18 PM):
LOL. Don't you want somebody to be there for you when you are down? Even if it's just online friends?

` Yin ツ Forget it. I'd Moved On. says (10:20 PM):
lol...speechless -.-

Had a nice chat with one of my sistas, Pristal.
To be honest, knowing how this society works, there's only 1 word in my mind that very moment - Practical, but it's what I'd expected long long time ago, those days when my dad and mum quarrelled over money and financial stuffs.
Working is like a battlefield for me. You have to learn to protect yourself even if you don't wanna kill. Quote one sentence from my colleague, this society is a ''dog eat dog'' society.
Meaning: dog eat dog
if a situation is dog eat dog, people will do anything to be successful, even if what they do harms other people.

Rofl..putting on an armour? I may sound like I am exaggerating but that's what I am experiencing now.
Every night, when I come back from work. I tried not to tell my mum those things I'd experienced because I remembered there's once I told my mum about this old lady, she got agitated. There's only one word to describe my feelings that day - Touched.
I cannot fight back because I still have a long way to go before the contract ends. I cannot fight back because I have to earn money to support this family that fills with loopholes. I cannot fight back because I need this job.
Tolerating? I finally realised why should I tolerate this bitch?
Don't have to give a heck is the best way.

Brought my mum, siblings and Pristal for a treat at Orchard Road Sakura. The food over there tasted really gross, probably I am too fussy, but I know I am trying real hard to swallow those disgusting foods. Then we head over to Jp to catch a movie at around 11pm last night. ''Blood Ties'', if anybody heard of it, it's actually a chinese ghost movie. I thought the story plot was alright but the actress and actors in that movie ruined it all. My mum had been grumbling that she wasted her money on this movie. LOL.

And yeah, I am getting tired. Not physically, but mentally.
I wondered sometimes and I'd told my cpl honestly just now that his cpl, Me, doesn't have a good name in this game called Audition.

lol..forget it -_- not gonna talk much about gaming. It's just a place where I find my entertainment.
I finally realised the reason few minutes ago. Thanks to my friend, Derrick.

` Derrick says (10:13 PM):
Because those games like Lunaonline chiong level de ma, you always chiong level, never talk to other players. Audition needs to communicate + you are anti social with people you don't know. People don't really know you, only look at how you behave in game, of course nobody will understand what kind of person are you.

` Yin ツ Forget it. I'd Moved On. says (10:16 PM):
lol..nice paragraph -.-
I don't need others to understand me, they don't have to either. -.- gaming friends are just Hi, Bye, Go. Same goes to those gaming cpl.

` Derrick says (10:18 PM):
LOL. Don't you want somebody to be there for you when you are down? Even if it's just online friends?

` Yin ツ Forget it. I'd Moved On. says (10:20 PM):
lol...speechless -.-