Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same?
Time to work hard.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009 / 8:30 PM ♥
Reached home at around 8pm last night, didn't know what to say to my mum. Brother was there to welcome me home, asked if I am ok. I tried to answer nicely, but, I guessed I failed. Kris sis was worried about me, but I ignored. I know I am being a bitch yesterday. Thanks to my brother's $90, I began to talk to my mum again. It all went so naturally, I can see she's trying her best to communicate with me again. Then, she suddenly pat my head gently and said ''这个工作你要好好做.'' I almost cried out. At that moment, I realised, she's sad too. I was too angry yesterday that I forgot my mum is a victim in this situation too. She and I was being nagged, but I only think for myself. How unfilial am I? lol... This morning woke up at 3am and couldn't sleep back. Tried my very best to sleep -.- and finally fell back to sleep at 4am? Woke up at around 6.50am and starts to wash up. My mum woke up with me. She prepared everything for me. I know she's worried about me. How nice of her. Pray to my dad, told him ''I go to work le oh'', pretend I am fine and walked out of the house. I don't know why, probably I missed my dad too much, probably I feel guilty for what I did to my mum yesterday, my tears starts to fall. Took the cab to my workplace, received call from my mum. ''When you lunchbreak le call me ah'' that moment I can guarantee, she's worried about me. T__T Called her during my break time, told her I am doing fine. People over here treats me well too. They are funny peeps. and I am kinda comfortable with this job. Heard her laughter again makes me feel content. Seriously, I will do what I can to make my mum feels happy. Dad is watching over me somewhere, I know it all along. He will protect me. So does my mum. I love you, mum and dad, you guys are the most wonderful parents on earth! Labels: I am not gonna break my mum's heart ever again, I swear
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I am here, sitting in front of my com, and thinking what can I do to fill up this space.
So, I have come to a conclusion that, instead of cracking my brain thinking what would be the best introduction passage, I will let you read my life and you can conclude from there. This will be my best way of introduction.
In the meantime, I wish all of you well and healthy and may your dreams & wishes come true.
Best & Warmest Regards,
Clare
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Time to work hard.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009 / 8:30 PM ♥
Reached home at around 8pm last night, didn't know what to say to my mum. Brother was there to welcome me home, asked if I am ok. I tried to answer nicely, but, I guessed I failed. Kris sis was worried about me, but I ignored. I know I am being a bitch yesterday. Thanks to my brother's $90, I began to talk to my mum again. It all went so naturally, I can see she's trying her best to communicate with me again. Then, she suddenly pat my head gently and said ''这个工作你要好好做.'' I almost cried out. At that moment, I realised, she's sad too. I was too angry yesterday that I forgot my mum is a victim in this situation too. She and I was being nagged, but I only think for myself. How unfilial am I? lol... This morning woke up at 3am and couldn't sleep back. Tried my very best to sleep -.- and finally fell back to sleep at 4am? Woke up at around 6.50am and starts to wash up. My mum woke up with me. She prepared everything for me. I know she's worried about me. How nice of her. Pray to my dad, told him ''I go to work le oh'', pretend I am fine and walked out of the house. I don't know why, probably I missed my dad too much, probably I feel guilty for what I did to my mum yesterday, my tears starts to fall. Took the cab to my workplace, received call from my mum. ''When you lunchbreak le call me ah'' that moment I can guarantee, she's worried about me. T__T Called her during my break time, told her I am doing fine. People over here treats me well too. They are funny peeps. and I am kinda comfortable with this job. Heard her laughter again makes me feel content. Seriously, I will do what I can to make my mum feels happy. Dad is watching over me somewhere, I know it all along. He will protect me. So does my mum. I love you, mum and dad, you guys are the most wonderful parents on earth! Labels: I am not gonna break my mum's heart ever again, I swear
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