Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same?
Good people die early...
Sunday, August 23, 2009 / 9:36 PM ♥
Sometimes I really wondered...is it really alright for us to visit grandma weekly. Everytime when grandma see us, she will starts to sob. We tried our best to do what our dad was doing and that is to talk to our grandma. When we were young, we detest going to those family gathering and so my dad will do the job by visiting grandma during weekdays and chat with her, give her a warm hug etc. We didn't know all this after our dad passed away. Our uncle told us that's what our dad do sometimes. Today went to my uncle's house (father's side), went to find grandma the moment we reached. She's laying on her bed, staring into spaces. At first, when my siblings and I talked to her, she was alright but few minutes later, she gets emotional and started sobbing. She said she miss our dad. We tried our best to comfort her and asked her not to think too much..but ended up all cried with her. lol..
She suffers Alzheimer. Keeps asking the same question every few minutes but that moment I feel sad and heartache. She's such a nice grandma before she suffer this. Now she scold anybody for whatever reasons you can think of , but strangely, she didn't scold my siblings and I when we talked to her.
I can see how much our grandma love our dad..and how filial my dad is...but knowing all this only makes my nose goes sour. Is this what they say ''Good people die early'' ? Such a good son, a good husband, a good father...how can this kind of nice man died so early? Is the god really doing their jobs? Seriously....I doubt so.
My grandma was sent to the hospital now cause her blood pressure was kinda high..I hope she's alright...and I really hope..she will be fine. Dad, if you are there, remember to take care of Grandma and mum ok? They miss you alot...I am sure you should know.
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I am here, sitting in front of my com, and thinking what can I do to fill up this space.
So, I have come to a conclusion that, instead of cracking my brain thinking what would be the best introduction passage, I will let you read my life and you can conclude from there. This will be my best way of introduction.
In the meantime, I wish all of you well and healthy and may your dreams & wishes come true.
Best & Warmest Regards,
Clare
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Good people die early...
Sunday, August 23, 2009 / 9:36 PM ♥
Sometimes I really wondered...is it really alright for us to visit grandma weekly. Everytime when grandma see us, she will starts to sob. We tried our best to do what our dad was doing and that is to talk to our grandma. When we were young, we detest going to those family gathering and so my dad will do the job by visiting grandma during weekdays and chat with her, give her a warm hug etc. We didn't know all this after our dad passed away. Our uncle told us that's what our dad do sometimes. Today went to my uncle's house (father's side), went to find grandma the moment we reached. She's laying on her bed, staring into spaces. At first, when my siblings and I talked to her, she was alright but few minutes later, she gets emotional and started sobbing. She said she miss our dad. We tried our best to comfort her and asked her not to think too much..but ended up all cried with her. lol..
She suffers Alzheimer. Keeps asking the same question every few minutes but that moment I feel sad and heartache. She's such a nice grandma before she suffer this. Now she scold anybody for whatever reasons you can think of , but strangely, she didn't scold my siblings and I when we talked to her.
I can see how much our grandma love our dad..and how filial my dad is...but knowing all this only makes my nose goes sour. Is this what they say ''Good people die early'' ? Such a good son, a good husband, a good father...how can this kind of nice man died so early? Is the god really doing their jobs? Seriously....I doubt so.
My grandma was sent to the hospital now cause her blood pressure was kinda high..I hope she's alright...and I really hope..she will be fine. Dad, if you are there, remember to take care of Grandma and mum ok? They miss you alot...I am sure you should know.
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