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Dad, welcome home!
Thursday, August 20, 2009 / 6:49 PM

I have soooo many things to post for today! Argh! Let's hope I didn't missed out anything that's in my mind now! HAHAHA

and yeah, frankly speaking, if it's not because of Calvin's sms, I probably wouldn't know that today is the 7th month of hungry ghost festival.
Really thanks to Calvin tay for his sms BUT not the chain message. ROFL. Those idiotic message like if you don't forward to how many people, something will happen to you blablabla. And yeah, he sent me that message around 10pm and asked me to forward that message before 12am. But can somebody tell me, how do I forward that message when I slept at 9pm last night? -.-

Last time during this festival, I will feel scared for some particular reasons. Sometimes, I will be able to see those stuffs, and, I can sense that they are there. However, this time, I really looks forward to this festival because this 1 month will and only probably be the time I can have the feelings that my dad is back again.
I dreamt about my dad last night. It's funny though, I dreamt he ate 3 pieces of cake :O haha, funny dreams, but it's probably a sign that my dad is back again. It's been how long since I dreamt about my dad? rofl...

I starts to enjoy working though it's kinda boring sometimes. LOL but still, sometimes I will have those thoughts like ''I should stay at home instead''. My mum is sick this few days. She has been coughing for whole day (it's not H1N1) and I will starts to have those thoughts like, I should stay at home, help my mum babysit that baby then she will be able to eat the medicine and have a good rest. *sigh* but you see...I can't...because I have to work in order to stop those TENG'S FAMILY from nagging.

I wondered sometimes...why do people say ''SORRY'' after I answered them ''My dad passed away''. I mean...it's alright...they don't know anything in the first place anyway. Those people who really needs to say sorry are those who know my dad passed away but still asked or purposely said ''how do you spend your father's day with your dad?'' this kind of person..are really motherfuckers...lol THEN I will answered them ''Heaven is a nice place.'' ANDANDAND! They will give me that awkward looks. You know, it's alright for me to speak vulgarly in the public, I DON'T MIND being the center of attention if you are trying so hard to make a fool of yourself =]

And yeah, everything went smoothly today, hope tomorrow will be a better and busy day for me!

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