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Not really a good day for me. Found this fucking job, supposed to work tomorrow but things starts to fall apart today.
Quarrelled with my mum this morning.
Supposed to buy those office wear this afternoon, it was all cancelled.
Thoughts that had been kept in my mind for long, thoughts that I'd always think, it's best not to say out, I said out today. Screamed, Cried, Seriously. I am tired of my life now. With those fucking unnecessary people around. :- IS THIS THE LIFE I SHOULD LEAD AFTER DAD PASSED AWAY? DAD PASSED AWAY IS MY FAULT? IS THIS WHAT I SHOULD FACE? THIS KIND OF LIFE. IT'S MY LIFE! MY EFFING LIFE, WHY MUST PEOPLE INTERFERE?! I AM JUST WAITING FOR A BETTER JOB. 1 MONTH $1000 PAY, WHO WILL WORK?! CAN'T I JUST WAIT FOR A BETTER JOB? I ALSO WISH TO LIGTHEN UP YOUR BURDEN, I DIDN'T SAY I DON'T WANNA WORK. YOU THINK $1000 IS ENOUGH?! IS ENOUGH FOR US TO LEAD A BETTER LIFE? WHY MUST THEY CARE? WHY MUST THEY KPKB SO MUCH? IF IT'S NOT BECAUSE FOR YOU GET BACK A LIL ''FACE'' AND STOP THEIR EFFING NAGGING, YOU THINK I WANT TO WORK THIS KIND OF JOB?! I PLAY COMPUTER IS JUST LIKE YOU WATCHING YOUR TV. TELEVISION IS YOUR ENTERTAINMENT, COMPUTER IS MY ENTERTAINMENT. TO BE HONEST, AT LEAST I DON'T HAVE TO CARE WHAT THOSE BASTARDS AND BITCHES SAID WHEN I PLAY AUDI. I DON'T HAVE TO CARE! I FUCKING HATE ''TENG's FAMILY'' NOW and I just started crying and crying . Seriously, i think i really lost control today..But I don't know anymore. I have a thought like, better off be dead. Like dad, then they won't say I am a useless person, a person who only know how to play computer and didn't help up the family. My existance is just causing a waste in this family. MY AS WELL BE DEAD!

Just now took the train to BoonLay to find Lucas, looking at those MRT railway, I wondered, how will it be like if I just jump down from there. How good will it be. lol

Before meeting Lucas, I went to buy lunch for mum, bet she's hungry too. We just shared a piece of bread this morning. Seriously, I really hope and wish to bring my mum out for lunch and then go to that raffles place to sign contract with me. If it's not because of that baby, who is sick - fever, flu and cough, and that nbcb fking baby's mother , who didn't work, but she don't wanna take care of her own baby, I guess all this that's happening today, wouldn't happened. She's not working today, her baby daughter is sick, she still asked my mum to take care of her baby, it's funny though, it's her child, isn't it normal for a mum to take care of her own child when the baby is sick? Just show how lazy this ass mother is.

Went to mac for lunch, thanks to lucas for making some jokes at times, I was cheered up a little, then went to raffles place. Sis sms me, I told her what happened, she jitao fly out from her house and come find me. Really thanks to her. We went to NEBO at Pasir Ris, played those funny games. And really, those games made my day. The Uno Stacker, Chinese Chess, and there's this funny game called ''SUPERSTAR''.

Calvin tay was terribly disturbed by us LOL. Cause there's a mission like, saying iloveyou to opposite sex or same sex. -.-! Lynn, Lucas and I took turn tio this mission. Suay die. LOL.
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCED TO LYNN SIS! :] ONE YEAR OLDER LE. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING TODAY =]

Labels: Dad, why must it be like this...I really don't know...but I know I miss you alot...T____T

Not really a good day for me. Found this fucking job, supposed to work tomorrow but things starts to fall apart today.
Quarrelled with my mum this morning.
Supposed to buy those office wear this afternoon, it was all cancelled.
Thoughts that had been kept in my mind for long, thoughts that I'd always think, it's best not to say out, I said out today. Screamed, Cried, Seriously. I am tired of my life now. With those fucking unnecessary people around. :- IS THIS THE LIFE I SHOULD LEAD AFTER DAD PASSED AWAY? DAD PASSED AWAY IS MY FAULT? IS THIS WHAT I SHOULD FACE? THIS KIND OF LIFE. IT'S MY LIFE! MY EFFING LIFE, WHY MUST PEOPLE INTERFERE?! I AM JUST WAITING FOR A BETTER JOB. 1 MONTH $1000 PAY, WHO WILL WORK?! CAN'T I JUST WAIT FOR A BETTER JOB? I ALSO WISH TO LIGTHEN UP YOUR BURDEN, I DIDN'T SAY I DON'T WANNA WORK. YOU THINK $1000 IS ENOUGH?! IS ENOUGH FOR US TO LEAD A BETTER LIFE? WHY MUST THEY CARE? WHY MUST THEY KPKB SO MUCH? IF IT'S NOT BECAUSE FOR YOU GET BACK A LIL ''FACE'' AND STOP THEIR EFFING NAGGING, YOU THINK I WANT TO WORK THIS KIND OF JOB?! I PLAY COMPUTER IS JUST LIKE YOU WATCHING YOUR TV. TELEVISION IS YOUR ENTERTAINMENT, COMPUTER IS MY ENTERTAINMENT. TO BE HONEST, AT LEAST I DON'T HAVE TO CARE WHAT THOSE BASTARDS AND BITCHES SAID WHEN I PLAY AUDI. I DON'T HAVE TO CARE! I FUCKING HATE ''TENG's FAMILY'' NOW and I just started crying and crying . Seriously, i think i really lost control today..But I don't know anymore. I have a thought like, better off be dead. Like dad, then they won't say I am a useless person, a person who only know how to play computer and didn't help up the family. My existance is just causing a waste in this family. MY AS WELL BE DEAD!

Just now took the train to BoonLay to find Lucas, looking at those MRT railway, I wondered, how will it be like if I just jump down from there. How good will it be. lol

Before meeting Lucas, I went to buy lunch for mum, bet she's hungry too. We just shared a piece of bread this morning. Seriously, I really hope and wish to bring my mum out for lunch and then go to that raffles place to sign contract with me. If it's not because of that baby, who is sick - fever, flu and cough, and that nbcb fking baby's mother , who didn't work, but she don't wanna take care of her own baby, I guess all this that's happening today, wouldn't happened. She's not working today, her baby daughter is sick, she still asked my mum to take care of her baby, it's funny though, it's her child, isn't it normal for a mum to take care of her own child when the baby is sick? Just show how lazy this ass mother is.

Went to mac for lunch, thanks to lucas for making some jokes at times, I was cheered up a little, then went to raffles place. Sis sms me, I told her what happened, she jitao fly out from her house and come find me. Really thanks to her. We went to NEBO at Pasir Ris, played those funny games. And really, those games made my day. The Uno Stacker, Chinese Chess, and there's this funny game called ''SUPERSTAR''.

Calvin tay was terribly disturbed by us LOL. Cause there's a mission like, saying iloveyou to opposite sex or same sex. -.-! Lynn, Lucas and I took turn tio this mission. Suay die. LOL.
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCED TO LYNN SIS! :] ONE YEAR OLDER LE. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING TODAY =]

Labels: Dad, why must it be like this...I really don't know...but I know I miss you alot...T____T