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Is this what I should faced?
Friday, July 31, 2009 / 10:03 AM

Going for another interview today LOL! $1000 per month -.- nice pay ~~ But, my instinct tells me that, even with this kind of pay, for my mum's sake, I will work. Work with this kind of pay.

Why is it for my mum's sake? Cause people keeps comparing -.- and my mum turns out to be a person who loves to compare too. If I work, she will gain back a lil ''face'' from those relatives and friends. Which I seriously don't know why, why the fxck must they care ? rofl....
It's my life eh, MY LIFE! So why must people interfere my life ? I don't know -.- seriously, they ''jiak ba siu eng?'' Too free bo taiji do? I GUESS this is what most aunties and ass-es do.
It makes my heartache when my mum told grandma ''when her dad is alive, he don't mind she got job anot, she can find slowly, now he passed away, outsiders at there kpo for what?'' and I really wondered, is this what I should faced when I lost a father? This kind of life..seriously ..

Can you guys stop testing my patience? You want to see how a volcano erupt? It's not gonna be a NICE thing to view at, so please, before I volcano erupt on you guys, stop please. I don't kpkb on relatives, doesn't mean I don't know how. I remain silence doesn't mean you guys can do whatever you want? So please -.- before I spam one post specially for you, a post that's never gonna be anything good. Please ok, don't make me do that. If not, it's not gonna be just one post that simple ^^, I do what I say. That's me. So STOP TESTING MY PATIENCE ^^

Some times I wondered, even if I really got a job for today's interview, can this job guarantee me to have a Peaceful and Simple Life I always wish for? I doubt so sometimes. Rofl, I guess, eh Kris sis, you should know why la uh. I wondered if this sacrifice I made is worth it...will I get what I want after I work....really wondered..

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