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Then why do I feel the same?



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-.- I don't know anymore
Wednesday, July 29, 2009 / 3:13 PM

Seems to have a lil problem in audi yesterday night. After months of MIA-ing in audi there seems to be a lot more dogs in lobby now. Seriously, what's so fun about spamming? But still, most of the time I will be in a room playing or stay in a room to prevent any flood chat. I couldn't stand my chats being flooded up by unncessary spam.
Yesterday night, when I was playing in a CC4 room, Brenda said there's a show in lobby. Allan and Miracle kp-ing each other.
At first I was just being ''cool'' by saying ''hi'' to peeps I met in lobby, also, it's fun to read those kp-ing, especially when those kp-ing showed how stupid and childish they are. BUT when the chaos carried from lobby to a room, Miracle suddenly insulted KMA. Which I, must stand in this time. Because seriously. Why are you dragging KMA in -.-? And also, calling KMA weak when all you know is HACK in a game? Trust me, EVEN if KMA is a noob fam, AT LEAST, we don't hack ^^ that's what I retorted and resulted in being kicked out from the room -.- My patience seriously drop to 0 at that moment. Wanted to go back to that room but suddenly calvin asked me to go to his room. After a few talks with Calvin, Brenda and Allan, I guess we missed out something important this time. Even though we recruited alot of members BUT, we did not tell them the importance of holding up a fam's names and reputation. Calvin suggested to have a meetings with those new members. I agreed, so does Brenda. This meetings will probably be held this coming weekend. Since weekend is the day most people will on ~.

About my current life now. It's basically nothing much. I missed my interview last monday, thanks to the food poisoning, not forgetting the flu is making it worst.
Went to see the doctor, got an injection T.T , took those pills and went home to rest. Guess I have to wait for the agent to call again. No work at the moment.

Time travels so fast sometimes. It's already one year since my father's death. I still couldn't get over with it. I don't know why. I guess it's normal? Who will be able to get over with this pain and sadness? Especially when your dad is the nicest and caring dad in this world. Even though I cannot get over with the pain, I moved on. (I guessed)

Mum has been nagging and nagging at me. Time to get a job, time to get serious. Stop all this online games. You should grow up. Actually her nagging meant well for me, but sometimes because of those unnecessary interruption by Grandma and uncle's wife, things got worst. Her tempers flared up and that's the time I will quarrel with her again -.-
Not that I don't wanna find a job, I am waiting for the agent to call, waiting for those company's approval but nobody understands. All they know is to follow the crowd. Especially grandma, all she know is to nag at me, when sometimes, she don't even know what she is nagging for/at. -.- I don't know what to do anymore. Probably there will be a time, a time for me to get serious. If that day ever come. That will probably be the day I stop online gaming.

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